complications
Sep 27th, 2009 by ghie1324-0318
“…it aint that easy for me too, but I cant let
go of us. Well I don’t want to!..” this words
reassure me that what we have is worth fighting for!.. yes we haven’t the “..best
of situations…”, we’re forbidden, and we’re not even good looking together. But the thing was, I already fall inlove
with this guy who was, unfortunately my nephew ( 3rd degree, his mom
was my 2nd cousin ).
Asside
for being biological relatives, he used to be my bestfriend’s boyfriend and he’s
the real father of her baby ( which is my ‘god doughter’ ). So that makes our
relationship much complicated.
She
always make me realize that he wasn’t love me for real, and so my other best bud,
Owen. They’ll trying to brainwash me, but sorry for them, this time, I want to be
happy! So Tinay told my parents about Gheo
and I, yet I was lucky enough to dis road them, ( well, I could tell that it was
my best talent, lie for better! ). Owen somehow
understands what I’m fighting for, yet that doesn’t mean he agrees with us. Owen once said; ‘..hurt now, or hurt then after a long time..’, that spunks my brain,, but it wasnt’ enough to make me fall out of love!
i know that our love is not that deep, and that this relationship wasn’t strong enough to make the mountains and hills move! yet i hope that someday, he’ll realize that I’m quite worthy to fight for. but for now, as long as we’re still happy together and he’s assuring me that this stuff will not end so soon, i will not ask for more!
i’m happy to have him, and knowing that he loves me somehow is enough to stick with him!
Whew,, some of my good friends asked me why him, out of the billions! well, i don’t know why, really! its as if i lost my moral and get my brain damage! but i tell you, he’s the type of guy whose mission is to fulfills every girls dream! nahw,, so he fulfilled mine!?
seriously, i never have had plan to love this guy,, but i did! despite of our ”complicated situation”, we insisted to stick up together, be happy and let the whole world curse us!!
i love you Georell Alamo Calub!!
